since yesterday i've been getting harassing...
& if you wanted to stop me from blogging, you win. i can’t deal with this. it’s immature to hide behind a computer screen & say hurtful shit to people. i won’t even publish what was said. isn’t worth it. me even addressing it is too much. but i wanted to explain to my followers my upcoming absense. farewell until. Proudy B.
elkwesi asked: lol look nigga, I'm your cousin, so what you need to do is slide me 3 for free
i'm so high right now.
these fucking oxycodones are amazing. talk about pain relief. my goodness. anywho, i got plenty. more than i need. 500mg. im selling em for $10 each. hit me up. trapstarlifestyle
morbidguise asked: You're gorgeous. Thanks for the follow
holding on vs. letting go.
we all have regrets, skeletons in our closets, people we wish we could forget, and things we wish we never did. i have a few. some more than others. i personally have an issue with learning which battles i should engage in, what i should hold onto, & what i should let go of. ...
Anonymous asked: u seem so pretty & knowledgeable. I really luv yo shit mami.
A conversation is a dialogue, not a monologue. That’s why there are so few good...– Truman Capote
word of the day - dictionary.com
fugacious [fyoo-GAY-shuhs] -adjective lasting but a short time; fleeting.
Happy Birthday Daddy.
the man who raised me, wiped my ass when i was younger, fed me when i was hungry, is turning 64 today. yup, my grandfather. he’s the only man i’ve ever really looked up to & fully trusted. the man i call “Daddy”, cuz my biological father was far from deserving of that title. even though my grandfather had his own battles, he always seemed to be there, fully armored,...
real life conversations.
i'm not gonna use real names cuz this conversation is too intense.
*ring ring ringgg...* (mind you i'm the one making the phone call.)
Me: hey. you gotta call me back or something?
Guy: no, but i gotta tell you something and be honest. i wanna see ya pussy.
Me: nigga what? you just totally threw me off.
Guy: well, can i?
Me: son no!
Guy: why not?
Me: cuz i'm not about to pull my pussy out, take a picture, & send it to you. no!
Guy: so that's a no?
Me: yes, that's a no. whatchu mean?
Guy: i mean just take the picture. you either gonna send it or not?
Me: no bitch! damn!
Guy: okay, so what's up? whatchu doing?
Me: nothing watching Nat Geo.
Guy: sooooo, follow up question?
Guy: you gonna let me see ya pussy?
Me: nigga goodnight.
i had a dream this morning. ..
it felt so real. i was in Brooklyn. the old building i grew up in. visiting a few friends. i leave their house to get on a bus to go home. but before i can catch the bus, i recognize a familiar face. not a friendly familiar face. just a familiar face. (in fact the girl in my dream is someone i hate with every bit of me.) she crosses the street & enters my old home. i ran to the door...
diaryoftonystark: Opposites Attract Because We Are Infatuated With What We Aren’t. Two Of A Kind Never Work Because We Can Often Conceive What Shortcomings The Other May Have, For We May Have Them Ourselves.
mom: you listen to the group Fergie?
me: the group Fergie? you mean the "Black Eyed Peas"?
mom: yeah, them. the girl Pea sounds black.
me: hahahaa. her name is Fergie & yeah she does kinda sound black.
mom: yeah, im going to buy the "Kidney Beans" cd later. want a copy?
me: mom! its Black Eyed Peas. & no thanks. hahaaa. you're retarded.
mom: ooh shush. you know what i mean.
tumblr pisses me off. an earthquake/tsunami occurs & everyone is religious. “God saves.” “Reblog if Jesus has done something good for you.” really? shut up. but in a week, the regular programming will continue, and ass & titties are gonna invade my dashboard once again. i can’t.
Anonymous asked: can you sign on aim like right now?
i'm still young. early 20s.
& i can admit that sometimes i may be a bit immature, a lot to deal with, & bratty. i’m spoiled & lighthearted. i cry easily. if it’s not going my way, i usually (9 times outta 10) freak out. but i know what i want. i may be young but im not naive. & i have 75 year old female intuition. even if what i believe may be a little misconstrued, it’s still MY belief. i cried...
tsukicity-deactivated20130519 asked: yessiiiir :)
today WILL be a good day.
i will have a postive attitude/outlook today. i won’t let things get to me, annoy me, piss me off, or offend me. i will pray for all of my enemies. i will eat a healthy, hearty meal. i will conquer every single obstacle laid out for me. and i will think before i speak or react. *inhale. ..exhale.* :)
you know what really grinds my gears?
people. i really dislike everyone. school. college/universities in particular. it’s a scam & i’m living proof of that. i’m paying money to an institution where i see nothing in return. haters. people will hate anything. “man, i hate the way ya left baby toe nail looks.” what? really? stfu. looking at tumblr around other people. there’s always a penis or...
i’m stupid retarded excited! for the first time in my entire natural hair journey, my hair is now able to go in a ponytail. like a real one. not like a one with 2 strands of hair. a real one. lol i’m so happy. i’ve been natural now for a lil over a year. this is a bit monumental. *disregard the guy in the back sleeping. lol. :) my mane has been tamed.
exactly why he's my best friend.
Jimmi: ily. my phone's off
Me: go to hell
Me: Jimmi Jr. needs formula.
Jimmi: loll that nigga aint eating meat yet
Me: lmfao! thats that African shit.