March 2011
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since yesterday i've been getting harassing...
& if you wanted to stop me from blogging, you win.
i can’t deal with this. it’s immature to hide behind a computer screen & say hurtful shit to people.
i won’t even publish what was said. isn’t worth it.
me even addressing it is too much.
but i wanted to explain to my followers my upcoming absense.
farewell until.
Proudy B.
elkwesi asked: lol look nigga, I'm your cousin, so what you need to do is slide me 3 for free
i'm so high right now.
these fucking oxycodones are amazing.
talk about pain relief. my goodness.
anywho, i got plenty. more than i need. 500mg. im selling em for $10 each. hit me up.
trapstarlifestyle
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morbidguise asked: You're gorgeous. Thanks for the follow
holding on vs. letting go.
we all have regrets, skeletons in our closets, people we wish we could forget, and things we wish we never did.
i have a few. some more than others.
i personally have an issue with learning which battles i should engage in, what i should hold onto, & what i should let go of.
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Anonymous asked: u seem so pretty & knowledgeable. I really luv yo shit mami.
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A conversation is a dialogue, not a monologue. That’s why there are so few good...
– Truman Capote
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word of the day - dictionary.com
fugacious
[fyoo-GAY-shuhs]
-adjective
lasting but a short time; fleeting.
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Happy Birthday Daddy.
the man who raised me, wiped my ass when i was younger, fed me when i was hungry, is turning 64 today. yup, my grandfather.
he’s the only man i’ve ever really looked up to & fully trusted.
the man i call “Daddy”, cuz my biological father was far from deserving of that title.
even though my grandfather had his own battles, he always seemed to be there, fully armored,...
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real life conversations.
i'm not gonna use real names cuz this conversation is too intense.
*ring ring ringgg...* (mind you i'm the one making the phone call.)
Guy: Proudy!
Me: hey. you gotta call me back or something?
Guy: no, but i gotta tell you something and be honest. i wanna see ya pussy.
Me: nigga what? you just totally threw me off.
Guy: well, can i?
Me: son no!
Guy: why not?
Me: cuz i'm not about to pull my pussy out, take a picture, & send it to you. no!
Guy: so that's a no?
Me: yes, that's a no. whatchu mean?
Guy: i mean just take the picture. you either gonna send it or not?
Me: no bitch! damn!
Guy: okay, so what's up? whatchu doing?
Me: nothing watching Nat Geo.
Guy: sooooo, follow up question?
Me: what?
Guy: you gonna let me see ya pussy?
Me: nigga goodnight.
i had a dream this morning. ..
it felt so real.
i was in Brooklyn. the old building i grew up in. visiting a few friends.
i leave their house to get on a bus to go home.
but before i can catch the bus, i recognize a familiar face. not a friendly familiar face. just a familiar face. (in fact the girl in my dream is someone i hate with every bit of me.)
she crosses the street & enters my old home.
i ran to the door...
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diaryoftonystark:
Opposites Attract Because We Are Infatuated With What We Aren’t. Two Of A Kind Never Work Because We Can Often Conceive What Shortcomings The Other May Have, For We May Have Them Ourselves.
mom: you listen to the group Fergie?
me: the group Fergie? you mean the "Black Eyed Peas"?
mom: yeah, them. the girl Pea sounds black.
me: hahahaa. her name is Fergie & yeah she does kinda sound black.
mom: yeah, im going to buy the "Kidney Beans" cd later. want a copy?
me: mom! its Black Eyed Peas. & no thanks. hahaaa. you're retarded.
mom: ooh shush. you know what i mean.
fucking hypocrites.
tumblr pisses me off.
an earthquake/tsunami occurs & everyone is religious. “God saves.” “Reblog if Jesus has done something good for you.”
really? shut up.
but in a week, the regular programming will continue, and ass & titties are gonna invade my dashboard once again.
i can’t.
Anonymous asked: can you sign on aim like right now?
-stalker.
-stalker.
i'm still young. early 20s.
& i can admit that sometimes i may be a bit immature, a lot to deal with, & bratty.
i’m spoiled & lighthearted.
i cry easily.
if it’s not going my way, i usually (9 times outta 10) freak out.
but i know what i want. i may be young but im not naive. & i have 75 year old female intuition.
even if what i believe may be a little misconstrued, it’s still MY belief.
i cried...
tsukicity-deactivated20130519 asked: yessiiiir :)
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today WILL be a good day.
i will have a postive attitude/outlook today.
i won’t let things get to me, annoy me, piss me off, or offend me.
i will pray for all of my enemies.
i will eat a healthy, hearty meal.
i will conquer every single obstacle laid out for me.
and i will think before i speak or react.
*inhale. ..exhale.* :)
you know what really grinds my gears?
people. i really dislike everyone.
school. college/universities in particular. it’s a scam & i’m living proof of that. i’m paying money to an institution where i see nothing in return.
haters. people will hate anything. “man, i hate the way ya left baby toe nail looks.” what? really? stfu.
looking at tumblr around other people. there’s always a penis or...
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ponytail!
i’m stupid retarded excited!
for the first time in my entire natural hair journey, my hair is now able to go in a ponytail. like a real one. not like a one with 2 strands of hair. a real one. lol
i’m so happy. i’ve been natural now for a lil over a year. this is a bit monumental.
*disregard the guy in the back sleeping. lol. :)
my mane has been tamed.
exactly why he's my best friend.
Jimmi: ily. my phone's off
Me: go to hell
Jimmi: =[=[
Me: Jimmi Jr. needs formula.
Jimmi: loll that nigga aint eating meat yet
Me: lmfao! thats that African shit.
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